.....Today was a fackin' horrible day!!! =(
.....Today was a fackin' horrible day!!! =(
I saw this post on one of my favorite blogs that I follow, Brother's Blog and I immediately was like I wanna try. His was My Life According to Jay-Z, so I decided to use one of my favorite ladies, Kelis.
Instructions: Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 12 people you like and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "My Life According to (BAND NAME)"
Pick Your Artist: Kelis
Are you a male or female?: Lil Suzy
Describe yourself: Young, Fresh & New
How do you feel: Bossy
Describe where you currently live: Digital World/Wanderland
If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Mars
Your favorite form of transportation: Roller Rink
Your best friend is: Mafia
Your favorite color is: Kaliedoscope
What's the weather like: Perfect Day
Favorite time of the day: In the Morning
If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: Game Show/ Jessica(Kelis) was Here
What is life to you: Marathon
Your relationships: Get Along With You, Good Stuff, Protect My Heart
What is the best advice you have to give: Easy Come, Easy Go
If you could change your name, you would change it to: Millionaire
Thought for the Day: Till the Wheels Fall Off
How I would like to die: Easy Come, Easy Go
My soul's present condition: Glow
My Motto: Fuck Them Bitches
My cousin/friend Laterika did this on her Myspace page not too long ago about shit that won't appealing to her so she decided to say "Fuck You." I'm feeling that kinda swagger today so I guess I'm saying Fuck it & Fuck you to a lot.....Let's get, get, get itttttt.
-Fuck all you people who think discrimination is tolerable, damn Philadelphia.
-Fuck the people who send you dumb messages on the internet after they know you read them but keep sending more because you don't respond.
-Fuck guys/girls who supposedly have a significant other but hating or even try to get with someone else.
-Fuck the women who come on Maury who are 1000% sure He is the father. He's not.
-Fuck females (no homo) who smile in your face but secretly plotting on to get your place.
-Fuck people who wait til the last minute and get mad cause they can't get what they want. Fuckin' customers.
-Fuck dudes who fuck over good girls. And vice-versa.
-Fuck the Mickey D's drive-thru cause i be answering the recording when they ask "Do you want to try an Ice Cold Mocha today?"
-Mane fuck the media.
-Fuck people who borrow money and can't return that shit.
-Fuck Rent-A-Cops. Top Flight Security of the World, Craig!
-Fuck people who joke on people cause they wear Levi's. Step your game up bitches.
-Fuck niggas who still wearing Air Force Ones. Damn, Nelly.
-Fuck fake people.
-Fuck the military for taking me from my besties Janay, Danielle & Terika. Damn Skatin on Saturday nights!
-Fuck people who like to be Anonymous on the internet.
-Fuck people who come in my job demanding shit. I ain't no house slave!
-Fuck Virginia for coming up with the texting and driving laws.
-Fuck the police for giving me a speedin ticket in January.
-Fuck people who always hating when another person getting their shit together.
-Fuck the SPAM followers on Twitter.
-Fuck the recession.
-Fuck people who read my blog and don't comment. Fuckers.
-Fuck Myspace, for always fucking up some shit. D r a m a.
-Fuck people who get wack ass tattoos.
-Fuck myself for making this list hellafied long. Yeah I'm bored bitch.
Part Two soon
......thanks Terika. Fuck you too. =)
I always feel the need to re-invent myself after a certain time frame or after a life changing event and I think it is about that time again. I have been feeling really drained lately but most cannot tell because I tend to hide it very well behind a smile. I tend to catch myself falling into old bad habits or repeating the obvious bad mistakes. I found myself today regretting at least One-Hundred and Ten things today but I know things happen for a reason. I can't hate myself for the things that has happen to me or the things I have done in the past. All I can do is eliminate the things I feel are detrimental and work on self happiness, which I have been lacking lately because I let little things get the best of me. So besides just saying a prayer, not worrying and having faith, it is time to make Jessica (<--That's me, Breezi F.) happy. Down to the way I style my hair to the people I consider friends, even the career path I take, it's all changing. I am pretty sure somebody will have negative things to say or something might get in the way of trying to better myself but those are the tests to see if I am strong enough to evolve. For those who don't like it, 'Can roll with it or get ran over' as my cousin Ebony likes to say. I guess after being a mom and growing up fast, there are somethings you just have to do, inside and out to have a stable environment and that's what I am working on now. I pat myself on the back because I feel good about evolving into a butterfly from a caterpillar. I'll keep you on my progress and while you are at it change a little for the best, for YOUR happiness and not at someone else's expense. Now that I am on this Zen path, I know the drama, the negativity and my haters aren't going to stop because I have, it's all about how it should be handled as a grown woman handling her business...ya dig. Loves it.
Just wondering, but if you forgive someone and don't forget, are you really forgiving? And if you
can't forget, then can you really trust them? And when you are the bigger person in any situation why does the opposite party still be on bullshit?
I'm just saying though, you know graduated c/o 2005 and two
kids, working, you know paying my bills....step it people. And no, this isn't directed to one specific individual as many would think, I'm just saying. =)