Allow me to Reintroduce myself..

I always feel the need to re-invent myself after a certain time frame or after a life changing event and I think it is about that time again. I have been feeling really drained lately but most cannot tell because I tend to hide it very well behind a smile. I tend to catch myself falling into old bad habits or repeating the obvious bad mistakes. I found myself today regretting at least One-Hundred and Ten things today but I know things happen for a reason. I can't hate myself for the things that has happen to me or the things I have done in the past. All I can do is eliminate the things I feel are detrimental and work on self happiness, which I have been lacking lately because I let little things get the best of me. So besides just saying a prayer, not worrying and having faith, it is time to make Jessica (<--That's me, Breezi F.) happy. Down to the way I style my hair to the people I consider friends, even the career path I take, it's all changing. I am pretty sure somebody will have negative things to say or something might get in the way of trying to better myself but those are the tests to see if I am strong enough to evolve. For those who don't like it, 'Can roll with it or get ran over' as my cousin Ebony likes to say. I guess after being a mom and growing up fast, there are somethings you just have to do, inside and out to have a stable environment and that's what I am working on now. I pat myself on the back because I feel good about evolving into a butterfly from a caterpillar. I'll keep you on my progress and while you are at it change a little for the best, for YOUR happiness and not at someone else's expense. Now that I am on this Zen path, I know the drama, the negativity and my haters aren't going to stop because I have, it's all about how it should be handled as a grown woman handling her business...ya dig. Loves it.

Outie♥
Breezi F.