Baby Bump♥

16 weeks and my baby bump is just a growing!

I am actually startin to feel flutters already.

10.02.2009 seems so far from now but I know it'll approach swiftly.

I can't wait to find out what its' sex is.

Hopefully it's a girl!

I already have her name picked out: Ava Nicole
But if it's a boy I don't have a definate name =(

But I am fond of the name: Brayden

But Mr. Booker isn't going for that lol =(

Any suggestions?

I'll keep you all updated as I keep expanding =)

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Here's my First born.

Mr. Gavin Christoper =) He's 17 months now.

Bad as ever and running the show.

I think he knows there's a baby in my belly.

Every chance he gets he's kickin' and hitting it =(

Hope he won't be a mean Big Bro.

Outie♥
Breezi F.

Take me there...

Have you ever heard a certain song that just takes you out of your element? Brings you back to a certain place or remind you of someone? Lately, it's been happening to me. Sometimes to a happy place but majority of the songs I've heard put me in the position to break down and just cry. Eventhough things that are taking place in my life are trying to get better, certain lyrics put me in an awkward position and gets my brain ticking. I heard the song lyric from Jasmine Sullivans', Lions, Tigers & Bears and this stuck out to me "Just 'cause I love you and you love me, it doesn't mean that we're meant to be." It made me think of the relationship I have with my child's father. We had a super tight relationship but the odds were against us and we kept failing. Just because I loved him so maybe we just weren't meant to be. It made me shed a few tears. Soon after that I heard Beyonce's Halo. That song puts me in a happy place because after our arguments and the sun pierces through our rain (so to speak) I feel like somethings come over me and he's my "halo." But what inspired this blog, is when I was leaving the restaurant tonight with my friends, as soon as I turned on my car I heard this lyric from Ashanti's, The Way that I Love You; "You left your sidekick on the nightstand and I read everything you told her and everything you said and now were standing here once again." That stook out like a sore thumb because I'd fuss about the msgs in his sidekick and the girls. Corny, I know but it feels like when I hear a certain song lyric and it moves me emotionally, I feel its for a reason. What could that reason be? Does it happen to you too? I believe everything has a purpose but is it a sign or just a coincidence?

Hmmmm.

Corny!!!!

So this joke is super corny but it had me SMKROTFLMAO (Smackin' my knee rolling on the floor, laughing my ass off).
How did the butcher introduce his wife?
-Meet Patty.

(insert laugh here)

You get it?
Meet, Patty.

=) Have a good week.

Outie♥
Breezi F.

Hey, you there!

Yes you! All my followers! Since you've been so dedicated to Breeze's World, I got something new for you to check out. It's my partner in crime or the other half of the Hurricane Love, I once blogged about, blog.

Tha Land That Never Was, is what he's called it. It's a good read and he's new to our world of bloggin, so show him some love and subscribe to that shit!! Tell 'em Breezi F sent ya!!

Outie♥
BreeziF.

Freedom of Speech?

The first amendment that I use very well. I am a very vocal person which can be a good and a bad thing. At first growing up, I was very timid when it came to saying how I felt because I didn't want to hurt feelings or just drama but when I didn't speak up for myself, people ran over me. So since about 12 years of age, I been bossin' so to speak and saying what I felt regardless of the aftermath. With that being said, with the drama going on in my life, I have been very vocal about how I felt about every person involved and their actions even when it wasn't my place to get mad or to even say something about it. I'm a grown ass woman and I was feeling I can say what the hell I want to anyone and you're going to like it. No, sadly it doesn't work like that. Everyday people are going to do things around you that you don't like and I realized that. I don't have to speak on it EVERYTIME because even if you voice your opinion people are still going to be the same simple minded that they are and I couldn't keep beating them in the head until they got what I was saying. I realized that yeah, I am an adult. Number two, I can say what I want, it is the law. Number three, there is a time and place to say what you feel and there are times when you just have to bite your tounge. After these past few days, I have realized that and accepted that. So to avoid any more drama I cut off the people who were giving me a problem and vice versa, so I won't have to speak on anything and continue to live my life and grow. It takes the bigger person to realize their mistakes and how to correctly use their freedom of speech.

Outie♥
Breezi F.

Quote of the day

“Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.”

With that being said thanks to my wifey Kristi (no homo), Doni (Big Mike) and Brandy (Robert aka You hurt my feelings)

Outie♥

Breezi F.

Frenemies

Since I've been M.I.A from the blog I have had a lot of things going on. I don't know if its because the increase of hormones and estrogens that have had me on edge or is it that I've reached my boiling point with certain people. I think it is a little of both. So the latest to blow up in my world is the end of my 7 year friendship with the used to be best friend of mine, Kristen. For a couple months, hell maybe even longer than that our friendship has been iffy and has deteriotated greatly. Since she has betrayed me and always talked about my back from jump street my trust with her has been, since then leary. I mean who wouldn't be that way. When I try to confide in her when I needed her the most she wouldnt say much but "Oh." "I'm if here if you need me." "Damn." What kind of shit is that? So today I found out that ex (which is still my best friend and my childs father) was over her place so his friend can see Brandy. Acey told me he did of course, and yet I told him I didnt like that idea because Kristen used to be infatuataed with him and I know how she is/was. So not to be shisty I came to Kristen and told her the same thing and yet it spilled into something way deeper and the conversation went a little like this:

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Conversation between "J3SSRabbit" and "xxteezixx"To return to your conversation, close this window.


[Tue Apr 7 2009 08:44:31 PM] J3SSRabbit: As to what I was sayin before i had 2 bounce....1st and foremeost about the whole Acey problem , before you run back and tell whatever i say to you befroe i came to you i went to him first my problem isnt Acey its you. Secondly whatever i did and do with acey regardless of HIS PAST, as in PAST TENSE doesnt concern you so if i was number 50-leven thats my issue not YOURS. Secondly since you gotta big issue wit me bing at your HOUSE dont worry bout me ever showin my face

xxteezixx: real talk u shouldnt have a problem wit me cuz i aint do shit to u!!!!
xxteezixx: asked me a question and i told u to ask him cuz i was gonna keep it 100 wit u regaurdless what he said
xxteezixx: i jus wanted to kno he he was gonna be honest wit u from jump[Tue Apr 7 2009 08:46:49 PM] J3SSRabbit: u should been 100 off the bat not pausing thats npt REAL
xxteezixx: and as ur friend u shouldnt think i would do anything wit acey ever again since yall been in a relationship thats not me

J3SSRabbit: pssh im jus sayin i dont put nothin past nobody

xxteezixx: right but he cheats on u and u give him 2nd chance
xxteezixx: rrrriiiiigggghhhhhttttt
xxteezixx: i may be a bitch but as my friend i would never do u dirty like that

J3SSRabbit: and thats agian once AGAIN MESSICA AND ACEY i aint gotta anser 2 you about cheatin we past that. LIKE is aid i dont put nothin past nobody

xxteezixx: and i still dont kno what the fuck i did to u for u to have a problem or feel some type of way of him being over here its not like i was the only one here so taht jus shows me that ur insecure about something when it comes to him if i told u b4 that i dont want him what it was is what it was and thats it then u should be able to deal wit that and believe me...like i keep tellin everybody i dont have a PROBLEM wit anybody being over here it jus would have been nice if u said something
[Tue Apr 7 2009 08:55:20 PM] xxteezixx:
but it is what it is and no need to go any further

J3SSRabbit: I ALWAYS SPEAK WHEN I CAME OVER<> INSECURE, CUZ OF YOU! NO ITS A TRUST ISSUE WITH YOU IVE ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THAT WITH YOU

xxteezixx: wtf u should have been chucked the deuces wen it came to me then
xxteezix: dont have me thinkin ur a close friend if u feel that way!!
xxteezixx: real talk talkin about somebody keepin it funky wit u lol righ
xxteezixx: goodbye jessica it was fun while it lasted i wish u the best in life wit u and ur kids!
xxteezixx: holla!! cuz there is no need to say shit else to me and im damn sure not gonna say shit else to u!!!

J3SSRabbit: psssh okay keep in mind im not the only one who said they wont tust u round their man either,
J3SSRabbit: i been kept it 100% wit ya ass wether you liked it or not
J3SSRabbit: and tahts fine

xxteezixx: and thats fine glad ppl kno how to talk behind others back and not keep it real supposed to be year of change when aint nobody changin shit and 100 wit me ha not if u been feelin that way but still havin me think everything is all good..i bet u enjoied me and acey not being friends but holla!!!

J3SSRabbit: whatever, just as much as he did!

xxteezixx: Messages will be delivered when the buddy goes online.

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Intense right thenshe had the nerve to sign off, childish. Whatever I'm done. I realize you just grow out of people sometimes and you win some and then you lose some and I just lost one and I am a ok.

The good ole' days...

Outie♥

Breezi F.

Damn! Zac you're a sexy man

It's okay for the tween girls to be obsessed with Zac Efron but for the past couple of months I've been doin' a double take! And Damnnnnnn.....Zac Efron you're a sexy man. That beautiful hair and chiseled physique, BOY BOY! lol It's a shame when you got grown men saying "Zac Efron is a sexy man, no homo."



I'd even clean the wax out of his ears....No wait, that's a bit to far.


I will Efron his Zac any day, watch out Vanessa Hudgens.

Outie♥
Breezi F.

Hey Mssss. Clayyyytttooonn, Tell me where you been?

Okay I know I said like two months ago I was back like cooked crack and I fooled myself. Lately yours truly, breezi F hasnt been feeling to well or herself lately! I know your like, "WHAAAATT?" Yeah, I know. I found out what the hell was wrong with me people. The Good Lord decided that I needed to be pregnant again. Lol. As of today 13weeks! Yay, Little Gavin will be a BIG BRUH! I know he'll be geeked. I had mixed emotions at first about being a mommy now but after two ER visits and some self love (lol) I'm stoked. I know school is gonna be on hold next semester but I'll surivive. As long as I have the love and support of my Best friend/baby daddy/right-hand man I will be a-ok! Oh also, at my job I gotta lil promotion as assistant manager! After 2 months! WHAT WHAT! BAAAALLLLiiiiiNNN! Lol Loves it. Anywho, I have been on bed rest for almost a week which sucks but I'll be off soon. Uhhhh, I missed all my faithful followers and still I hope you guys still read and didn't forget about little ole me. I will continue to keep you entertained cause "ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED????" lol Anywho, Im goin back to lay down on the couch I just wanted to let you know that I didn't forget I was a blogger, I just missed you much to tell you all I heart you! lol

Outie♥
Breezi F.