COMIN BACK WITH A VENGANCE

Thank you for all the love and support this year and to my followers. I have not been blogging like I used to but I will definatley be back in the start of the new year. New layout, new blogname, new everything!! SO be patient and support!! I wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. I love all of you all. Be Blessed.

♥

Breezi F.

Sworry guys!

I been meaning to blog but I have been busy yall! Trying to get this money for the holidays and taking care of my family! lol But I promise to be back, I just wanted to check-in with my blog family and let y'all know! I loooooovvvve ya! Muah!! ♥

Breezi F.

Fade to Black New Year's

I know, I know and Christmas nor Thanksgiving has came and gone yet but to party like a rockstar, you have to plan ahead. My friend Arturo and I came up with the "Fade to Black" concept because we (as in our crew) are going to wear all black like a funeral because it'll be the death of "2009" dope right? So we are going to a sophisticated club in the CapCity and I have to find a dope black dress but I don't know where to even start, so if you know where let me know please!!

Something like this:

Damn, Homie

I guess it's really a reccesion. This shit right here, nigga...
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Breezi F.

The REAL "Inveted Sex" Video LMAO

This spoof is hi.lar.i.ous! VA Stand Up.....


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Breezi F.

Love is Pain?

So much buzz today about Rihanna's interview about her life after Chris Brown and I don't know how to put my finger on it. Domestic Violence is a serious issue but I don't think Rihanna can just play victim because I am pretty sure she has pushed Chris into the rage but it doesn't give him the excuse to hit her. Believe me I been there, if you put your hands on a man and he doesn't hit you back that time, doesn't guarantee he will hold back the next, you feel me? But anyways, I believe she is sincre you can hear even begin to choke up about it. I really wished this didn't happen, I missed "Chrianna" lol but in the famous words of RiRi: Eff Love....



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Breezi F.

<3's Her...

Anytime one of the homies jump on the blog-wagon, I give em some love and this is the one I've been waitin' on. She just started it but she will definatley entertain you. She used to be my roommate and I see her in me a lot. We ♥ fashion, gossip, boys, love♥ and we are the most dramatic human beings on the east coast lol. She gives good advice and when she has problems she wants your input too!So follow her and tell her Breezi F sent you....

Click HERE to follow>>>>

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Breezi F.

Breezi in the Middle

I have been contemplating back and forth if I should even touch this subject but talking to my good friend, Brent I realized maybe I should. But where do I begin? What all should I put out there? Is it worth my relationships with these people? I know what decision I need to make to maintain the one that means the most, but do I spare feelings when intially mine weren't taking into consideration? I have to put everything into consideration; pros v. cons. I hate going on a life rollercoaser, my intentions are good and my heart means well, but will that be recoginized? And the funny thing is, I know EXACTLY how I feel about it all but why can't I form the words? The thing is, is it all worth it? I hate taking risks! =/
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Sidenote: Sorry if it seemed as if I was rambling on and on and this is a foriegn language but I was just talking, back to the original program.

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Breezi F.

Big Fat Meanie

.....::Sticks tounge out at you mean people::

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Breezi F.

Dear Victim...

Let's not sugar coat this so let me just explain off bat...I'm hard headed, spoiled, and have very bougie tendacies. I can be a bit needy and I throw temper tantrums when I don't get my way. I like to be the only one cause I don't share; hence, I don't play well with others. I hate arguing so when we get into an argument it isn't over until I get the last word. Sorry. I like communication so speak your mind because I will at all times. I like to ask questions, lots of them. I admit some are dumb but I still like answers. Got it? I am a sucker for romance♥, so if you wanna send me flowers or leave me a love note; you'll win me over! I like to kiss your cheek for no reason and hold your hand when you are driving; a silent way to let you know I care. I will never tell you the sky is orange, you know why? Its called lying so don't do it to me. If you're ever mad with me or vice-versa, I rather it not just blow over, work it out. I like chances, but don't abuse the privelage. What's in it for you? Well if u can put up with me, you'll be on cloud 9. I pinky promise.


Love Always,

Breezi F.

It's My Anniversary

A year ago, I wrote my first entry on The World of Breezi F Baby.

Time flies by when you're having fun!

I just want to take the time out to thank all of my followers for rocking with me for a year! Thanks for the laughs, advice, and your opinions. To all my new followers, thank you for following me and I won't dissapoint! I do my best to entertain and by the looks of it, I have been doing a good job! You have entered my world and I appreciate you all. Love you guys, no homo(That's for Derrek lol).

Outie♥
Breezi F.

Bring it Back....

I am so obssessed with the television show, The Game and I so wish they would get on to making newer episodes. Although the CW did cancel the series, there are rumors that BET is going to pick up the series. One problem....: THE ORIGINAL CAST MIGHT NOT RETURN!!! =( Which would suck and may cause people, like myself to not watch because I have ADD. LOL Seriosuly though, I hope it all works out so I can see what is going on with Girl Melanie and Derwin and the aftermath of Kelly punching Tasha!! I mean, don't act like you not obssessed, you know this show is the bomb diggity (Hells, yes I said bomb diggity). This has to be one of the best comedy-drama BLACK sitcoms that has held my attention in a looooong time. I finally caught up on all the seasons thanks to BET airing the same episodes and marathons 50-leven times a day! lol So IDK what is going on but The Game producers, cast, and whomever let's get to it!!



&& Speaking of The Game, I soooo envy their relationship: Derwin & Girl Melanie lol

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Breezi F.

Giiiirl it's a PhotoShoot..

"Whaaaat? You had a baby two weeks ago?"
Yuuuup! (in my Trey Songz voice)

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Breezi F.

Interesting Vids

Say it isn't so Nicki.....


Never really heard of him but his voice is AMAZiNG!!!

Introducing Aaliyah

Finally. After all of the drama, anticipation, the highs and lows, my daughter Aaliyah made her debut. She was born on Tuesday, 10.06.09 at 8:44 pm. I fell in love all over again. She is absolutely beautiful and definitely a blessing from God. I am so happy to have her in my life, you guys just don't understand. Liyah and Gavin are my heart! Many people have been asking when am I going to talk about my experience through my blog, and now I finally have time. LOL.

See, what had happen right, Liyah was two days late and I wasn't going to play the waiting game!! So Monday afternoon, My mom, Gavin, and Myself went on a walk for about 45 minutes because they say walking helps out with labor. After my walk all I had was sore thighs, wack. I wanted contractions. So I googled ways to go into labor and I kept hearing people say either sex or Castor Oil. I wasn't in the mood for sex and had no clue what the fack Castor Oil was so I dug a little deeper. A lot of women tried it and went into labor shortly with no problems so I got the bright idea to go buy some Castor oil and see what happens. Sidenote: Castor Oil is this thick, molasses, disgusting medicine that is used when people are constipated lol! So anyways, I bought it came home and mixed two tea spoons with some orange juice. After I downed it, I felt nothing. In mind I was like this shit ain't gonna work!! So I left it alone. Later that night, Acey (my partner) and I went to the movies to Surrogates (Btw, was a good movie!!) and ten minutes into the ending of the movie I started to feel pains at around 11:16 pm. Another ten minutes later I felt the same cramps and realized these are possible contractions! So by the time we got home I was still timing myself and realizing they were roughly ten minutes apart. I called my doctor and was told if they get to five minutes apart to come in. So we went to bed and at that moment I was thinking, I ain't really going into labor cause I can sleep through these. This was around 1 am. I woke up later at 4am because of pains and i know this had to be REAL! I called the nurse and she advised me to come on in. After I was examined and monitored, they decided to keep me and prepare for delivery cause I was at 4cm dilated.

Hours later, I was getting closer to having her and time was going by slow. Contractions were closer together and very strong. I did have an epidural but that thing wore off and I was starting to feel everything! We had a few scares because Liyah's heart rate would go from 125 beats then drop to as low as 90 even lower. With her fluctuating heartbeat, the doctors new she had to be born ASAP. I was given an oxygen mask and even had my bed flipped so my head was near the floor and feet straight up, to get the heart rate going and to prevent the cord from going around her neck. I was about 8cm dilated and they expected her arrival in the next hour.

Acey went to grab a drink and my mom had already left because she had to get Gavin then my nurse went to go check on other patients. Perfect time for everyone to dip because I had to PUSH!!! It was time! I forgot I had a nurses button so I sat and cried through each contraction! Like I felt it all. Finally my weeping caught someones attention and I had like ten doctors and nurses in my room yelling to tell me I gotta push. I didn't want to at all, especially since Acey wasn't there but I had to. After a forced push, Acey was there to my right holding my hand, "Push babe! You have too!!" I felt relieved but i was still scared. After a few pushes, I saw everyone face with a look of concern and I realized the heartbeat machine thingy wasn't beeping. I asked Acey what was wrong but he said nothing was but then he asked Tyler, the nurse what happened. Liyah's heartbeat was very low so I had to get her out! Acey didn't want to get me worked up even more cause I was gone freak the fack out but I knew I had to get her out. Three pushes later, she was here. Alive and healthy.

It's been five days since I had her and life has just got 100 times better. I have two beautiful, healthy kids and a supportive partner. I'm happy that things are going right and I can't wait for what lies ahead. This was a blessing and one experience I'll never forget. I love everyone who has been there and didn't walk away when I needed them the most.

Outie♥

Breezi F.

Internet Everlasting Love?

Internet dating seems to be all the rage now-a-days or is it? Some people think it is desperate and only ugly people do it but lately it seems to become more popular. I was talking to my friend the other day, we'll call her "Britney" to protect her identity, yeah Britney, I like that lol. Anyways, Britney told me she was going to meet up with a guy whom she met off of a dating website. When she told me I literally LOL'd because I could just imagine her online dating profile. Now Britney is far from unattractive and I can't imagine it being difficult for her to find a date. Her reasons happen to be that it is hard to find a "good guy" now-a-days and just finding the time to play the whole cat and mouse game. So putting up a profile, giving a few of your interests and your best photos happen to be more convenient. I supported her because hey, to each its own but I did advise her to be careful. Internet dating is the same as meeting a stranger off of the street; KEEP YOU GUARD UP. Also I advise her to make sure your first date is public in case you need witnesses or a scapegoat. LOL Besides the downfall, I mean I guess there are some positives because there are a lot of people who do the Internet dating and have actually had successful relationships, hell even marriage. Not all people are the pervs, lonely and ugly that hide behind the computer stereotype that is most common with Internet daters. I admit I have met people off of Myspace years ago, ahem, and I have had my share of disappointments. Either they were way off from the pictures or just turned off by their personality. So I really don't think it is for me but then again when I get approached by guys I can get the same results as the guys off the net. So would you ever date off the Internet or maybe you have? Details!? I wanna know your opinion or success/horror stories!??

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Breezi F.

Only Fux With Bad Bitches, No Homo

Round the same time frame last year, I blogged about the bad ass barbie bitch, Nicki Minaj. Since then she has been on tour with Young Money, dropped her latest Mixtape Beam Me Up Scotty, and has inked a deal with Young Money Records. Didn't I tell you to watch out for her!? Listen to Breeze. Follow Nicki on twitter because she is doing a club/college tour jumpoff and you need to be there all the Harajuki Barbies, Kens, and Stud Muffins.....

http://www.nickiminajfans.com/

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Breezi F.

My New Fave Boot

Of course they're Steve Maddens. Step ya boot game up.
I got them via Macy*s for a mere $129.00.

Paired with my new leather bomber jacket, DOPE. Oh do I love fall fashion.

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Breezi F.

Quote of the Day/ Inspirational Words

"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."

Deuteronomy 31:6

I am not a truly religious person; like I live my life according to the bible and I am the first in the pew on Sunday mornings. I am not perfect. I have anger issues and violent rampages. I cry a lot and find myself in very critical situations. I don't think rationally. I know that. Just as well as I know I have a kind soul and a gentle heart. In reality I just want what is best but it never gets that far. Yesterday I had a long talk with God and he led me to a lot of places I have never been and led me to a lot of words that I never could speak. I accepted him back in my life yesterday. It isn't magic that all my problems would fade because God puts us through test to let faith prevail. With God on your side where can you go wrong? This isn't just about me because I know there are many people who suffer with series of depression or just not knowing what to do when your back is against the wall. I didn't know what to do until yesterday afternoon. Just pray. Don't worry and have faith as small as a mustard seed and God will see. Just because I accepted him back into my life, I know there are more challenges I will face ahead, and I am ready for what comes my way.

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Breezi F.

VMAs 2009

OOOOOO EM GEEEEEEEE!
Tonight is the 2009 Video Music Awards and you know everybody will be giving their peace on what they thought, so of course I am as well. What kicked off VMA was the pre-show red carpet. It wasn't as interesting as the previous pre-shows....WHERE WAS ALL THE FASHION!!?? But I did notice that the thigh high boots are in this fall season cause you did see Shakira!! Uhhh fierce (though her and P!nk are wearing the same dress) but Shakira filled it out better! Uhhhh other than that nothing really stuck out so let's get to the MAiN ATTRACTiON! (I am typing as I am reading so you will get all my first reactions!)

Opening Act:
Uh, I thought Madonna was Hilary Duff for a moment; lol they did look a-like. Anyways, Madonna's trip down memory lane about Michael Jackson was very heartfelt and she said some very poweful statements about passing judgements. Kind of brought a tear to my eye. =( The MJ dance performance was bee-you-te-ful. Many of his popular iconic videos were brought back to life and performed on point. I was really hoping they would've performed Beat It, which I thought so, I did see dancers in the Beat It Jacket. It was kind of obvious that Janet was going to perform Scream which I loved and I like how she performed on stage with her brother for the last time. It looked like she was going to beak into tears at the end but it was a really awesome performance.

MTV Shows

Kanye's Ignorant Act:
Twitter and Facebook has a lot to say and so do I. I was so embarrassed and I felt so bad. Taylor Swift was very happy to win and I wanted to see how she felt. As soon as I thought to myself. "Aw she is so humble and cute---" here come Kanye grabbing the damn mic and expressing to the world how Beyonce should of won. The look on Taylor's face was like "OMG." Was she crying or was it me? All I know is, she may of not had the best video but she is a kid and it isn't her fault she won, MTV arranges this shit. I wonder if Amber Rose was embarrassed for him?

MTV Shows

Performances:
Taylor Swift-I liked it. Unique. At the beginning of the performance it seemed like she was still shaken up a bit about Ye's embarrassing stunt but eventually she did rock out. I was hoping she wasn't going to fall running around the damn subway in heels!!

Lady Gaga-WTF? First and foremost, I didn't know her voice was that AMAZiNG! She was singing LiVE and murdered it!! But the whole blood and hanging herself shit, like c'mon. I am tying, I look up on the screen and my initial reaction was "WTF is going on!!!?" She is um different.


Green Day-I definitely was not paying attention. Sorry. =(

Beyonce`- First off Ne-Yo why you fuck up the introduction, Chase won't finished. Anyways, Bey always puts a great spin on her singles, singing live. She is just an amazing live performer. The whole audience was vibing with her. One of the best of the night, though I did feel like I was at church for a minute with the tambourine and hand claps lol.

Muse-What's a muse? Sounded like Womanizer by Britney for a minute.

P!Nk--I loved it. Another great LIVE performer. Her voice is stunning and she was upside down! Now that's a BB.

Jay-Z-Grand Opening, Gand Closing. Who better than Jay-Z to do so? But did he have to show up all late? Did he even see the show at all. I am happy that he and Alicia are performing. Rep their city.

Russel Brand:
I ♥ him! I absolutely do. I think he is so hilarious and I am happy to have him back this year. I love his jokes and you can't help but to laugh! He even got in on Wayne and all his baby mama's lol.

TWiGHLiGHT:
My Guilty Pleasure. Um, yes I love this saga and was geeked to see the extended trailor! Um Jacob in the movie looks damn good but I am still TEAM Edward. 11.20.09 I will be seeing this. Yeah, this was my officially geek moment. (Sidenote: Sissy we in there!)

Bits N Pieces:
LOL why was Kanye getting booed for real? Diddy knew what he was doing when he said his name that's why he laughed. TAYLOR! TAYLOR! =) Uh where the fuck is Rihanna??? Did you see my girl crush, Megan Fox. Hottness. lol These Eminem and Tracy Morgan skits are hilarious. WHat the fuck is up with Lady Gaga? She is fuckin weird. Glad to see DJ AM get a little tribute via KiD Cudi. Can someone please tell me why Drake did not win Best New Artist? Eminem didnt even announce him as a nominee. Shit, Tracy Morgan should've won time after time. Oh bout time Beyonce` won an award, Happy Kanye? LOL That was so nice of Beyonce for gettin Taylor another Kanye free chance to say her peice. I wanna shed a tear. Bey isn't that bad of a person. ♥'s it. Uh...I haven't seen Ye in awhile, did he get kicked out? =/

Well damn, it's over already!? I can only imagine what the popular celeb sites are going to have about the behind the scenes shit we didn't see. C'mon Perez and MTO! Overall the show was good, better than last year but could of been a lot better. Until next year...

Outie♥

Breezi F.