Showing posts with label Awwww. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Awwww. Show all posts

7.17.2009

Cry Baby -_-


Approximately at 4 o clock this morning, I found myself restless, emotional and crying like a 5 year old. Big girls don't cry, right? Wrong! Idk if it is just me being pregnant or what but I was boo-hooing. I was happy, sad and angry all at the same time. I laid in the bed and googled Emotions during pregnancy. I damn sure fit the description....restless, lack of sleep, excessive crying, bursts of happiness followed by sadness. Oh yeah, that's all me. I guess my sniffling and crying woke my partner up and he realized what I was researching on my Sidekick. Yeah, I figured an argument was at hand because he has been checking on me on night rubbing my belly o kissing my cheek, asking me "Babe what's wrong?", "You need anything, you sure?" and nonchalantly I'll say no. So being that I decided to break down at nearly 4 am to tell him whats up, when he's been asking me all night, I knew we were in for it. I was so overwhelmed I just cried, "You don't understand!!!!" When we woke up, I still a little emotional kept on being a crybaby. Of course he was still agitated cause I wouldn't talk about it. After awhile I got off of the emotional roller coaster, did some Yoga and received awesome news! First, we got approved for our new home! So I am geeked. Secondly all my stuff for school went through and I can finally continue my education. Sigh of relief because that was bugging me and also the fact I was feeling lonely because I don't hangout. I miss the old times and friends. =( I am soooooo over pregnancy right about now and if Muff thinks this was crazy he better hope I don't get the baby blues after Liyah's born! LOL

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Breezi F

12.11.2008

I AM SO FLATTERED!

HEY GUYz. MY new friend TAViS WH0 iS TOTALLY AWESOME WROTE THIS ABOUT ME ON HiS BLOG! HE ROCKz MY S0CKz. He CALLS ME GABBY (Gorgeous Ass Black Girl But y?) lol!

G.A.B.B.Y.-' gorgeous ass black girl but y?
is that really possible? apparently!
my beautiful african-american friend Gabby is so awesumlenttm AND she is the sweetest female on earth. intelligent +
Cool? +
Awesumlent DEFINitely!
down 2 earth as well. but what really catches me is like mii self...i am who i am therefore she is who she is.(thankfully a cool low down mutha****** that dont play w/weasles!)
me personally i love women and i love their hair. i feel it to be part of the femininity(i made that up lol) but guess what>>>>she's a F****** wo-MAN bABY YEA!>>> and her hair is long.black.pretty. anddddddddd HERSSS!!!
&yes& i can finally put to rest that besides my mother....black women ARE BALD!!! dont get me wrong, i love the hairstyles but i feel its not u...just what u feel a black women should look like and i think they r naturally beautiful so why not be? which is most def what Gabby reps to the fullest whether SHE WANTS TO OR NOT!! even better is her hair a lil past her shoulders but it doesnt stop there! she's is an all around animal of a good person and most certainly a valued ally in the life of a geniuss BIG AMBER ALERTS OUT TO GABBY!!!!!!